Friday, 20 February 2009

Questions questions

I'm realising that I've never been with anyone that from an objective standpoint I would put myself with. Most people will often look back on all their previous relationships and think "awww.. i remember when.." or just generally possess feelings of nostalgia. There's very few moments of nostalgia I can think of. What is that saying though?

Do I settle for someone I shouldn't? or am I easily influenced by others? Or maybe it's just that love is a stupid infectious drug that makes you fall for someone regardless to all laws of logic.,

The reason for this post is that my ex's aren't as level headed as I had often thought they were, one doesn't remember hardly any of the moments i look back and "aww" over which kind of makes them lose the importance since the memory becomes only important to you. If that makes sense? I think of who I'd want to be with, and the immediate qualities that jump at me I am yet to find in someone.

I'm having a lonely day, and maybe writing this is one of the reasons why.

1 comment:

Moonshine said...

I wish I was a man
we'd have an awesome relationship, we;d have loads of fun, but then I'd probably realise I was gay and we'd become best friends for ever and ever and I'd introduce you to a man who you'd marry and live happily ever after with.
I'd even take you to Nando's.