angst

I'm so frustrated, tense, tired, fed up.

People should have fun. People should also have consideration for other's feelings and remember some manners.

I wanted to work a lot today, but I couldn't because my mind's shot up the creek. I can barely hold a pen let alone write about philosophy right now. I did have a productive day in the sense I sorted my room a little. Incense makes everything better. I also phoned a fair few people whom I hadn't spoken to in a while.

The weekend's brought to light how much of a tit i can be. Naive perhaps at times. Love games are GREAT. X likes Y, Y may or may not know, P,Q,R and K think Z likes X, but that's only because of Y, M, P, S. I don't even know the truth in it any more. Drunken twat.

I want to see people and have a glass of wine. But I just dont know what the consequences of my actions even are any more. Maybe I've been so caught up in enjoying being able to do what I want that I forget you do have to think about others. Maybe I'm a hypocrite for my opening lines.

May. Bee. I look forward to bee's in may. The sun was beautiful today. Almost made me forget I had anything to worry about.